a reason,

I need some air to fill my lungs,
count to 10 and breath again
careful to not bite my toung
'cus honestly,i don't need more pain

You say you do all
but your all seems to be so small
if he loves me how he says
can't he wait more than days?

I've been crying for so long
All i do seems to be wrong
this broken heart ain't making me strong
i'm really tired of writing sad songs

This is more than how i feel
although i have my doubts
Even i don't want it to be
the reality always comes down to me
i wish you just could see

He brings the pain
the time in vain
my head down
my twisted mouth
i'm so in touble
i wish it for you in double